Monday, 25 October 2010

A Reflective Gift

I has a dream last night about a girl. A girl I miss. A girl I've dreamed about before.

I've never dreamed about having sex with her. Which is odd, because that's what my subconscious does. In my dreams I have sex with people I shouldn't. People I'm not really attracted to at all. People I don't know, or have the same name as someone I know but are different.

Not this girl. I know who this girl is. She's one of my closest friends... or she was. I haven't talked to her for a while. When I think of her, I miss her. Staying up late to talk to her on MSN. Her pictures. Her videos. Her wit. Her accent. Everything about her, I miss.

Whenever I dream about her, I dream about closeness. I dream about cuddles, kisses, warmth, stroking. I dream about affection. Not love, not sex. Just affection.

They are dreams which I want more of.

1 comment:

Anna said...

I can relate to this. Some people just seem to stay in your subconscious for a long, long time, don't they. Honestly, I'm looking for intimacy now too, but there just aren't any safe targets...